This is the device, after using it twice for over an hour I was limping for a couple of days afterwards which taught me a lesson to take it easier next time.
I have been going out a lot more and I'm going to be taking an old friend to the pictures for a treat, she is another one who has made a few bad choices with men in her life. I know that she is capable of doing better than she has done, I would be lieing if I didn't say that I wasn't attracted to her but I am more than willing to take it slow and see how she feels.
After reading the last three entries from the Ex-girlfriend I found it nice to be able to read them with cold detachment, this blog has helped (me along with the great reaper of time) to deal with my feelings for her. Hell I allowed myself a cold chuckle at her grumblings about the recent storms and how the flat was starting to flood, you see she held on to a relationship I had both hinted and told her was dead for what? A flat that given even the smallest of investigations tells you it is prone to flooding through the living room. Why else would the plugs be so high up on the wall? To protect the ringmain and stop it from killing you and your pets.
So I can smile with relief that the beast showed its true colours, I understand that she is her mothers daughter and that she now has to live in a post war lemon, after playing stupid games with me oh how fitting that is.
Though I am glad to see Wendy smiling once again, she does have a pretty smile. But I do still have my concerns, you see I don't think she quite gets it. Internet or long distance relationships can last years before they become abusive not a day trip. It all depends upon how long it takes the abuser to become comfortable before they show their true colours, and I know that she will be that abuser if he steps out of her line. I will sit and watch my pupil fall as will do, we all fall one in a while. Yes you did read that right I do see her as a student, I may never win any awards as a boyfriend but one of the main things that caused the relationship to fail was her own attitude to me after too great an assumption with too little evidence. I will watch from the shadows as I have always done with the world and if appropriate I'll insert my foot into her arse to get her moving.
Now all that needs to be done is to sit back like a predatory Snape and watch her fuck up this relationship, though her high horse doesn't rally become her unlike the dress.
Steven
