Responsibility.

Well today I reached 32, joy. while I did the usual Sunday things of cook lunch and watch the F1 Grand Prix. I was asked repeatedly to "help" Luke (my little brother) find different things which my reply to the one asking was. 'No I am not taking over another persons responsibility.'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZODMaH7R3Es
A little song to celebrate.

This got me thinking, about responsibility, over the past few years I have had many things put at my feet and told that they were my responsibility, some of which was and a hell of a lot more was not. An Example of this is my ex-girlfriends choice to replace my mother (Ironic this as it is also mothering Sunday). I already have a mother, yes she moved back to Germany, but that was her choice not mine and frankly more power to her. But I did not need to have a replacement, that choice was hers and hers alone I did not ask or force her to be that at all, so I will not take the responsibility for her actions at all and what so ever. Another is Luke I will not clean his room that is his responsibility, neither will I take the responsibility for anybody else' choices. I honestly can't the weight is something I cannot carry in order to continue as a human being and still function as a part of society.

Speaking of which my PTLLS course starts on Wednesday, this I am looking forward to as this means I am moving forward into the future I have decided to enter.

Brightest blessings to you all.
Steven

PS Isa also says to look inwars to your own actions and reasons to find the answers Wendy.