Yesterday I had a very busy day that involved meeting
someone from Facebook properly for the first time. It started with a trip to
the cinema to watch Battleship, which as a movie is just fun entertainment. And
then to see the final Rehearsal of Elgar’s Dream of Gerontius, which was
performed by the City of Birmingham Symphony orchestra with choral accompaniment.
This second part was the best as it crossed off two items on
my bucket list, first was to see a full live orchestra and the second was to
hear a full choir now it was sheer luck to get the opportunity to do those
things in one event I was offered an opportunity and I took it. I am very
grateful to the individual for the opportunity and I thanked them as soon as I
got back to my room. Now it could seem strange that I have a bucket list in my
thirties but you never know, death is but a careless moment away. I still have
a fair few left to go one should be crossed off by the end of next year at the
earliest and that is to have a motorcycle license and bike so I can go where I
please and do less damage to the environment than just myself in a car. Then all
I need to do is get my certificate in teaching and see more of the world than
Redditch, Birmingham and Hastenbeck.
As things go I seem to be doing better without the Ex-girlfriend,
and she said that I wouldn’t go anywhere. My only reply is Screw you bitch. I
have had a lovely taste of a culture I would never have got when I was with you
and I am well on my way to being mobile and highly independent, something you
denied yourself for two years while completely ignoring my advice which you
have been doing three years later. Yet you called me a hypocrite. Now I’ll be
heading to the Alvechurch Ale festival (Once I have found out the date) then I
shall see more old friends and see some Morris dancing (more culture that would
have been denied me through denial of cash). All in all things are looking up for me, next thing to do is
get a new computer and sign up for my course in September, providing that it
isn’t coded wrong again.
Brightest Blessings
Steven
Its sad to see that you are STILL playing the blame game after a year. Seriously now, its starting to make you look desperate and foolish. Move on. Dont just moan about the past. DO SOMETHING TO GIVE YOURSELF A FUTURE... this is how your dad wound up in the state hes in. Just simple advice. nothing more
ReplyDeleteBlame Game? Wendy you yourself know what you did and you have accepted this fact. you did limit my personal finances to £5 per month, the trip I talked about here cost me £12 all up that is including my tea and train fare plus a couple of drinks with the friend I mentioned.
ReplyDeleteStop looking at your actions through the rose tinted glasses here you were an abuser and you need to accept that, as I did. As for my future read this post again you retard. I have to wait until September for my PTLLS course to start. plus even though my monthly personal budget is much Higher I still have to save up for a CBT and the eventual new Computer, you need to understand that things often take time. and to grow up yourself and work out what do you want to be in life.
Guys, this conflict is unnecessary. What is the point of all this. I know only one side of the story so of course, I cannot judge but I realise that writing blogs in spite is cruel and nasty. Stop writing about what has made you so depressed and just fucking get on with your life. There is no point in living in the past. That is all gone. Far behind us all. Just look into the future as who knows what there is to bring. To be honest, I don't know why you guys bother with this conflict. You're out of each others lives now. Now just leave each other alone. Surely that's reasonable enough.
ReplyDeleteFinally a voice of reason! thank you Becky, if you wan to know more of my side read some earlier blogs of mine and you'll get a better insight into what happened.
Deleteseriously mate, i have read this bullshit over a few weeks or something, both yours and the blog of that chick you used to date.
ReplyDeleteif i were u, id get a grip on life. sure, i fucked my life up but i'm only 21 so i hav a lot more to live through. this is all 'you you you' and i personally think that you need to find a hobby. or 2. or maybe a million. from what i can tell, this girl who ya talk about is really not interested and seems to be gettin on wiv her life.
dude who are you and why should I care what yo think? it's highly unlikely you have looked through my past blogs and you have only one side of the situation, Wendy Bostock is a borderline schizophrenic who psychologically abused me and then blamed me for it. I think I am fully entitled to be hurt by it.
DeleteNever said ya had no rite ta b hurt by somethin. but ya dont have any rite to post personal stuff bout this person. i hav red ya blogs n frankly i think ya attitude is disgustin an i hope ya never make it to the teachin profession as ya would b a dangerous influence. i hav also red thru her blogs an she hasnt actually mentioned ya in nearly a year now. serious mate, grow the fuck up.
ReplyDeleteSteve, I appreciate your freedom of speech and everything but you have -NO- right to put Wendy's mental conditions as an excuse.
ReplyDeleteYou have no right to say about them. You're not her and you do not have them I suspect.
You're the only one who's keeping the conflict going.
Wendy has her own life. With me for one.
She couldn't give two craps about what you're doing.
Josh is right in a sense. Grow up.
Basically, he's saying what we're all thinking.