I love being me.

Well over the past few weeks I have been fairly busy, I just got tired of dealing with the Ex-Girlfriend and her inability to understand how to use vocabulary correctly. Along with her cowardly nature, and terminated the tenancy entirely as I was refused any form of right o my then home. Instead I have kept myself busy with Gaming reading and generally looking after myself as best I can, the liberation I feel without that abusive little coward and the home she used me for has been wonderful and has allowed me to focus on being myself and allowing my true nature out. I am not a slave and I will not tolerate anyone trying to make me into one nor will I tolerate someone else forcing another human being into any form of slavery.

One thing I have noticed I have about myself is I tend to help people without asking for anything in return, take today for instance I helped a guy I have never met find a coupe of games in CEX one for his little boy (well I think it was his little boy). I have also been chuckling away at stuff I find on Youtube for example the Dragonball Z abridged series done by Team Four Star, even Luke (my little Brother, if you didn't know that) has been watching it and laughing out loud at Nappa and Vegita. I also have started chatting with a woman I met via her channel on Youtube. I watched a few of her videos and found her interesting (if not more than a little attractive) as she talked about her faith in Jesus Christ, yes she is a born again Christian not that I mind; in all truth I have always believed that a persons faith is their choice and responsibility if it works for you go for it. Little did I expect her to contact me through the internal messaging service asking for my email address, so being the impulsive individual the ex hated I passed it to her and we started to chat on Google Talk. I found out her name is Connie and she was a lot more than her channel showed, she described herself to me as a lost sheep which got my attention as we talked she asked me for some help so I gave it to her as I tend to do.

In the second chat we had she sent me a couple of pictures that sort of blew my mind the first showed her standing in the California sun in what I can only guess is her back garden.

This was a surprise to me as I thought she was attractive in her vids but this changed things, I remember she admitted to me that she was single and had been for some time. My first thought was Why? Then she sent me this.

Which expanded the Question to. Why the hell isn't this babe beating men off with a pointy stick? Then I remembered something, men are insecure beasts at the best of times and when they see an attractive woman like Connie they're expecting her to already have a boyfriend and that boyfriend is going to be little more than a shaved gorilla with the ability to talk, thus they don't take the chance to talk. All I did was to post some comments that were honest and open, they explained a few things from my perspective not fawning nor aggressive. And the more we talk the more I find myself attracted to her.

The other thing that has been keeping me busy has been the family dog Indiana, the little ball of stupidity has somehow pulled a muscle in his back leg so we have been rubbing some Diclofenac gel into the affected leg, I don't know whether to laugh or cry when watching him hobble along with one foot in the air.

I'll leave you now as I think the update has been completed for now. Brightest blessings to you all.
Steven