I have come to the conclusion that Christmas sucks balls, especially with my family. Okay we don't have the Christmas arguements we had when Mom was here, but the stress of the build up and the stupid amount of food bought is frankly more than I want. I also hate dogs they are noisy and too fucking clingy for my tastes.
Call me a heartless scrooge if you want but you have to a complete fool to try and get the Christmas that we are sold by the media, this feeling has been building from childhood and only reinforced by having little to no privacy this year. I, of course, am not that much of a people person to begin with never have been and this whole charade of joy and other lies does little for my mood around this time of year.
I used to think that my distemper was because of Luke or Wendy but not so, I just hate the bullshit that accompanies the whole festival. I could care less about the Christian side of things as I am not Christian the party season however; is a different matter I like parties but I'm not overly comfortable in one unless I'm hosting them and providing snacks as well as alcohol. As for the Televisual schedule I long ago stopped giving a fuck about that.
Well this year is coming to a close and I honestly cannot wait all I ask for this coming year is a place of my own so I can be myself and not what every one else wants.
This is Steve Signing off with good luck in all that you do
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